Hmmm. What a crazy last 2weeks. Now i have to talk Friday about it. What did you learn Brittney? What am i all going to talk to these people about? Is it okay if im freaking out about Friday? Showing others that im strong and i am a Christ follower. Showing that I care about this place that i spend about 8 hours of my life in. Pray. What can it do for all of our lives. I had troubles on praying, and what it is but now after that one week im sure I understand. Is this what God wants for me? Will I mess it up? Will I freak out and just skip school? Will I pray for no school? Why am I so scared? I know these people some not to well but it wont kill me. I think all I can do is dig into the Bible and pray my guts out these next two days. Should I prepare a speech? or Should I just wing it? I just wanna know most of all, why am I scared to follow what Christ is telling me to do? Why cant I just not have thoughts of not skipping or somehow getting out of it?
Brittney I know you can do this, stop being a freaking wiener.

Okay okay guys. Im very bored and not doing my homework for Patrick. I dont feel like reading about Gandhi or King. So I am on Xanga and Facebook. I multi-task horribly. Okay so Friday Christmas is roaming into my house. Im pretty pumped. Ill be decorating my room with lights and having the littler tree in my room. AHHH and tomorrow im pretty sure im getting my candy gram from Michelle. I never got one ever. Im excited. :) Yup. Okay back to my weekend. So Saturday ill be hanging out with Ashley Morgan and Alex Hedges all day for Contest. It will be great! Sunday is homework day. The End :) Next weekend I have my Christmas at my grandmas!

Man I have been sick forever! Im glad im all better now. Well Tuesday I did make it to school, I went to contest and Ashley Alex and Myself all placed and got number 1 team. Thats right :) But im going to bed. Ha. 5am. Yup.